( it took her sometime to respond because truthfully she was still battling the intense guilt she felt about even messaging him in the first place. she had no right to come crawling back to him like this, to ask for forgiveness in such a cowardly manner. perhaps it was better to just wish for him to ignore her message all together and be angry with her. she sure was now in retrospect— after all, she hadn't properly broken up with either men, simply dredging up feelings and emotions before properly settling things.
as she remained there on her bed, she curled her legs up to her stomach. by now it had been three months since everything went down and while things seemed blissful at first, it quickly came crumbling down. she almost wanted nobu to respond in a way, to tell her off to insult her and to put her down. she swore long ago she wouldn't be like shoji and she wouldn't hurt anyone like she had been hurt and yet nana had done just that.
by the time the ding came from her phone, she looked off to the side before staring down at the device with a stern but nervous expression. she wasn't sure what to expect here, what to say or what to do really. should she open her phone up? was she brave enough to face the aftermath of her careless actions? she wasn't sure and yet the curiosity was killing her far worse than any cruel words nobu might hurl at her.
so finally after a brief moment of deliberation, she reached for her phone and opened it up, staring at the words before her. he was far too kind to someone like her, far too understanding and forgiving. all things considered he could have been the father really and he had a right to demand things of her but she knew deep down it wasn't going to happen.
this was truly the best she could do for him— )
you don't have to forgive me but thank you. that's far too kind of you really.
but I can do that, it's the least I can do after everything. do you want to meet somewhere?
( she's almost tempted to tell him takumi will be gone for almost an entire month but that didn't matter at this moment. she wanted to shield nobu from that man as much as she could and not even mention him.
yet deep in her heart, she knew she would eventually tell him things weren't as happy as they seemed. her perfect little family was off to a bad start already. )
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as she remained there on her bed, she curled her legs up to her stomach. by now it had been three months since everything went down and while things seemed blissful at first, it quickly came crumbling down. she almost wanted nobu to respond in a way, to tell her off to insult her and to put her down. she swore long ago she wouldn't be like shoji and she wouldn't hurt anyone like she had been hurt and yet nana had done just that.
by the time the ding came from her phone, she looked off to the side before staring down at the device with a stern but nervous expression. she wasn't sure what to expect here, what to say or what to do really. should she open her phone up? was she brave enough to face the aftermath of her careless actions? she wasn't sure and yet the curiosity was killing her far worse than any cruel words nobu might hurl at her.
so finally after a brief moment of deliberation, she reached for her phone and opened it up, staring at the words before her. he was far too kind to someone like her, far too understanding and forgiving. all things considered he could have been the father really and he had a right to demand things of her but she knew deep down it wasn't going to happen.
this was truly the best she could do for him— )
you don't have to forgive me but thank you. that's far too kind of you really.
but I can do that, it's the least I can do after everything. do you want to meet somewhere?
( she's almost tempted to tell him takumi will be gone for almost an entire month but that didn't matter at this moment. she wanted to shield nobu from that man as much as she could and not even mention him.
yet deep in her heart, she knew she would eventually tell him things weren't as happy as they seemed. her perfect little family was off to a bad start already. )